Crawling & Pushing is Easier if Numb

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Music: CRWNST
Vocals: Caterina Nepi + Armando Marchetti

18 y.o. Cat: Indy

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I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(To find myself again… My walls are closing in)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(I’ve felt this way before)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
(the sacrifice of hiding in a lie)
without a sense of confidence
and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before, so insecure
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me
(confusing what is real)
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me
(confusing what is real)

It's easier to run
(there’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
Replacing this pain with something numb
(consuming, confusing)
It's so much easier to go
(there’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
Than face all this pain here all alone
(consuming, confusing)

Reverse psychology is failing miserably
It's so hard to be left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
There’s nothing left but to turn and face you

[meow]

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from The Linkin Park Medley, released June 13, 2017

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